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[Aug. 20th, 2004|12:44 am] |
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| | "Blindsight" | ] |
Bored, can't really sleep, so I decided to write in here. Well this past weekend was very shitty. All my plans for this week got cancelled or whatever. Wicked pissed about not being about to see jack before he leaves tomorrow... oh well tho! Tuesday I worked w/nick and tommy.... ohhh man, what a fun time! Having them pick on u for 5 hours straight...haha,its all in good fun tho, they love me. I asked nick to do somethin for me and hes like ok I guess and tommy was like if that was anyone else, he would of been like fuck u get it urself. I was like so pretty much I can tell nick to do anything and he will, tommys like yeah prob. try it! Then Barb (the chef) was runnin late and I told nick he had to go meet her but instead he sat there talking to me until she came and yelled at him... haha oops! Then I helped him down the other end, I love that kid! :-)... Lauren came over yesturday and we went to get some dinner from the Dipper, but we were $1.25 short and we had absoulely NO MORE cash so we had a to drive around and look for an atm.... the first one we went to was broken and there were these sketchy guys standing outside and Lo's like I bet if we hit on them a little bit we can get what we need...haha so then we find another atm but it was WICKED slow... finally we got the money and our dinner, by the time we got back home some of it was cold... but it was def. an adventure! Then we were going to see Princess Diaries 2 but Chris came w/us and we didn't want to put him through that so we went and saw Collateral... goooood movie! Then this mornin I had to pick ally, went to work... knew this kid who came and as he was about to leave he comes back and is like, don't I know you? I was like haha yeah Joe you do, hes like BRITTANY... riiiiight! haha... and this guy came toay and he looked like Nate and it made me sad, I miss him... then I had to bring ally home but she didn't have her house keys and no one was home, so we tried to unlock her house by using a credit card, but that didnt work, so then we found a window that we could open, but she was wearing a skirt, so I had to climb through the window, onto her kitchen counter and unlock the door... haha. Now we know how easy it is to break into her house. Then I came home and pretty much just hung out, was supposed to hang out w/Cat.... but lately the trend seems to be that our plans never work out.
Tomorrow, I have a skating meeting :-/ ohhh what fun that should be! Then so many ppl are out sick at work my boss needs me to go in tomorrow at 6.. wahooo! Then maybe goin to a party w/Cat, not sure. THEN on sat. I have to work, BUUUUUUT... I'm goin to Brians house afterwards! :-) So that should be fun, haven't seen him in a while. SUNDAY is Jacquie's birthday, so we're gonna have some madddd fun there!
I cannot believe that school starts in less than 2 weeks, def. not looking forward to that, or any of the college applications and all that fun stuff! :-/ |
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[Aug. 15th, 2004|09:49 pm] |
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| | "could it be any harder" by the Calling | ] |
OK, so I talked to nate the other day for like 3 hours and he said some stuff that really got me thinking and I cant stop thinking about it. He asked me if I regretted breaking things off w/him and a part of me does, but at the time it was what I thought I wanted. I know everything happens for a reason, but sometimes its hard to accept that. He said that he wished we worked out, but I was like well if we did then you wouldn't of met your gf that you have now and wouldn't want to get married in a few months. Then he started telling me how him and his gf aren't doin too well and now hes not sure if he wants to marry her and that even if I didn't break up with him that he still would of met her. So I was like well either way we wouldn't of lasted and he got all pissed off. So I have no idea if he still likes me and wants somethin or if its just that him and his gf aren't doin well so he wants someone there. This is all somethin I just really didn't want to think about right now, cause of course I miss him but hes so far away now that its all so impossible and he doesn't get outta the navy for another 6 years. I think a part of him wants me to always be there when he gets back but I can't. I have to keep on living my life. After we talked about us not working out, hes like I really wish we would of cause I really do like ya and miss you so much... I hate getting all these mixed feelings from him. :-/ He has a gf and was so happy w/her months ago but now hes not sure and I dunno what he wants me to do about it. He just doesn't understand that back then it was too hard for us to be something. He makes me feel like shit cause I broke up with him... I just want to be like... yes I broke up w/u for another guy, in the end I got hurt and it sucked... happy now? But either way I would of gotten hurt, cause we def. wouldn't of lasted once he went to FL.... so I guess this is all how it was supposed to work out. At times I do regret it, but then I think back and how I had an amazing few months that I wouldn't of traded for the world! So we'll just see where it all goes next.... |
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| summer is almost over |
[Aug. 15th, 2004|03:39 pm] |
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| | "Beggin Me" by Kaci | ] |
Crazzzzzzzy times last week. Me and Caitlin hung out on Sunday, decided to go get some ice cream at the Dippa then we were headin to blockbuster to get a movie, singin our lungs out, cause thats how we do and I saw Ryan's car in front of us so I was tryin to get his attention when Cait turns down the radio and is like what?? These 2 guys in a car a few lanes over were tryin to talk to us, and boy were they hott. their like "so what are you ladies up to tonight" "uhhh... just chillin" "wanna come shoot some pool or play a little mini golf" "uhhh... we're goin to get a movie at blockbuster"... so they turn and we go to blockbuster. So we're tryin to pick out a movie when in walks the 2 guys and we're just like haha uhhh... so that was about the end of that cuz they kinda just left! Thennnn on Monday night we went to walmart to stalk up on candy since that was the only place open at 11:30 at night and I drove over so glass and I'm like ohhh shit, so cait sticks her head out the window and is like ahhh do we have a broken tire and she like almost falls out... we were wicked hyper mind you. So we pull up to another red light and I look over to my left... car FULL of guys and I'm just like ohhhh shit. So we're just sittin there singin away and we turn and we're about to go to blockbuster (again) haha and they yell out their window "dont drive drunk" then cait yells back "what the hell do we look drunk to you" haha I love her! So then we're drivin back home and we see them at dunkin donuts so we start yellin shit at them again... haha ohhh man, I love it! Apparently its at the red lights in dovah that u can pick up hotties! haha Then Tues. night I went over and stayed at LoLo's house, did a little night swimmin saw the FUNNIEST thing that this kid sent us online. Then woke up the next mornin to her mom screamin bloody murder cause Lo showed her the ad thing we watched the night before which had this ghost thing that pops up... sooooo funny! Then we played a little pool in the basement I won 2 outta the 3 times :-) Then we went out back to swim in the pool, w/her sis and this kid robbie, who told her sis I was hott... haha go me! He was a cutie tho! Then Lo had to take out her eyebrow ring cause it was infected.. NAAAASSSTY, robbie thought it was the coolest thing. haha. Then I worked thurs. Friday got up at 7 in the a.m. to drive my mom to her eye doctor appt. then we drove down to mass to visit Graham.... my little baby cousin, hes so adorable! Drove home, got stuck in traffic, was late for work... haha. Good thing it was shitty weather out! Now its sunday, had practice this mornin... yeah that def. kicked me ass, I'm so outta shape. Yeah, was supposed to go to N. Conway Tues. night and stay up at court's house w/Cait but now Cait is goin to the cape to visit her g-rents, so no more storyland on wed.... oh well! BUUUUUUUUUUUUT... on Thursday I'm goin down to mass. to visit jack!!!! :-) before him and his mom fly home to England, so that'll be fun! Then sunday is Jacquies b-day... gonna have a fun time then! :-)
12 Stones concert is a month away!!! Cannot wait... gonna be one fun time drivin down to Hartford! If u wanna come...lemme know, we're tryin to get a bunch of ppl to go!
*Next summer...carribean cruise... cannot wait, cait, cannot wait!!! |
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| Merrr |
[Aug. 2nd, 2004|03:19 pm] |
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| | "Turn me on" by Kevin Lyttle | ] |
Well.. New Jersey was an AMAZING time. My cousins house is soooo awesome and her daughters are so cute. WE got to check out a model of the house my aunt is building and holy shit its gonna be huge, so def. cannot wait to crash there next year w/my girlz. Point Pleasant is such an awesome place too.... tons of hotties! hehe So yeah, next year we're gonna learn how to surf! :-) Came home from Jersey then went up to rachels camp! always a good time there.... haha. "did u not see the way he was lookin at you at the party on the fourth" "ummm... no def. didn't" "well he likes u and has a thing for u" :-) ... But Scott didn't show up... that was sad! :-( he was def. missed. Ohhh yeah, also daniel (the kid we were in love with) lives in Ocean City RIGHT where I was stayin in Jersey and now hes a really big surfer... so maybe I can get him to teach us!
Last week... Wed. haha chilled w/Kerry. Went to Kohls got a kick ass new chair for my room. Then we drove around... came back to my house, went out to dinner w/my rents. Me- "Mom, we dont' mention his name anymore" "oh well then, what do we call him" kerry- "we call him...Z" Then havin my dad sing the Boom song... could of died of laughter. Car ride home... my mom talkin about Scott... me tellin her I'm just gonna marry him... haha I def. love that kid! :-) Me and Kerry stayed up till 5 a.m! I cannot believe little miss early to bed stayed up that late! :-p Friday I worked and was SUPPOSED to go see the Villiage w/Colin and Andy.... but I got there late and I couldn't find them... how nice of them to wait for me! Sat... worked, then went over to Erin's house for the synchro party.... chilled in the pool, got to see all my girls! Found out some interesting information that night from Kerry... thanks again for sharin that w/my Kare even tho I'm deeply disturbed now... haha but it made me laugh!!! :-p THEN last night CAITLIN came hoooooooooooooome... shes home for good now! :-) So I stayed over there... got to see pics. of all the hotties she met and heard some stories... def. missed her. We're gonna chill w/some of the guys she met soon, so that'll be cool. yeah, thats all for now... think I met head over to Bri's before work to go swimmin or somethin.... lata!
AND one more thing... I CANNOT BELIEVE THEY TRADED NOMAR.... sad sad day!
6 Flags... comin up soooooooooooon! :-) |
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| ummm.. |
[Jul. 14th, 2004|02:05 pm] |
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| | "true" by Ryan Cabrera | ] |
let's see... last weekend was good! my cousin Marissa came up on friday and we went up to N. Conway, did a lil shopping... then I worked on Saturday air conditioning was broken so it was wicked hot, that def. sucked. Then I came home showered, went over to Brian's house for a lil while cause they were havin a party for his step bro! Fun times there! Then I came home and met up with my girl caitlin cuz she was home for the weekend :-) Then we went back to Brians house haha... played some basketball with him and erik. Came home about 1 in the mornin. Sunday I worked then I have no idea what I did. haha Monday hung out with kerry, hit up a few places and just drove around... good times there! haha "that was the worst look ever, it was like the I'm so cool, yet holy shit theres my hot ex gf, I think I should go choke myself now" < She fuckin cracks me up! Then yesturday, just chilled at home, went to the grocery store and got attacked by Colin... that was scary. lol Then met up with kerry and sam at golicks, we stood outside in the rain for a half an hour so that sam could see some guy she liked. lol Then we went to wal mart... hahaha. And then today me and KK were gonna go to Water Country but it's cold and rainy so we decided not to, and we were supposed to hang out but I guess not. Then Brian's comin over for dinner tonight, so that should be fun! :-) I love that kid... well I think thats it for now. Definately cannot wait to leave for New Jersey on Sunday... it's gonna be awesome. I cannot wait to see my cousins and go to the beach! Then in august cannot wait to go to the Cape with Caitlin!! def. be a fun time there. Well I'm out, got shit to do before Bri Bri gets here... lata |
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[Jul. 5th, 2004|04:33 pm] |
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| | "on the way down" by Ryan Cabrera <3 | ] |
Nothing too exciting has happened this summer... oh well, cannot wait till vacation! I miss my caitlin tho... shes coming home this weekend tho!!! :-) My awesome cousin Marissa is comin up on friday, we'll prob. hit up the beach or maybe water country.
Let's see... oh yes, last weekend was very interesting... sat. morning was my last morning of skating and we were practice a back double lunge splice (I realize many of u have NO idea what I'm talking about... but lets just say its difficult). So the girl who was training us just sort of told us to go into it... and there is only 4 of us out of 23 who knew what we were doing. Anyway, to make a long story short, it didn't work out to well... I had to go to the emergency room cuz some girl kicked up and yes... blad right in the ass! haha I was laughing about it, almost had to get stitches in my ass... that would of been interesting. haha Well then I went to breakfast and the strawberry festival with Lo and Anna... saw my girl KK! :-) Then I had to go to work, then at like 9 kara and kerry came over and we decided to go to hilltop fun center to play some mini golf, that was a good time! I got 2 hole in ones... well technically only one... haha there was this really long one and I hit the ball to hard and it went off and alsmot hit one of the kids who works there so he picked up my ball and made me get a hole in one... did I mention there was 2 of them and they were really hott... haha. Then we just drove around, came back to my house and rented Honey... good movie!
This past weekend was pretty awesome too! Didn't do much but the fourth of july was fun. Worked in the a.m. then went up to rachels camp for a few hours, got ragged on by her uncles and cousins.. haha I love that family! then came home went to the fireworks with liz then rachel stayed over.
Damn... I wish my life was more exciting... lol. Oh well. I finally got a picture on here, not the best but hey it'll do for now. I have 3 cameras to develop so hopefully I'll have some more good ones.. lol
*I hate when people are drunk, but tell u they arent and say things that you believe, then it turns out they were and didn't mean what they said... wicked cool! Why can't u just say how you feel, be straight up about it, cuz I'm sick of waiting* |
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| La La La |
[Jun. 24th, 2004|01:41 pm] |
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| | "sunshine" by Lil Flip | ] |
Well havent written in this for quite some time and a lot has happened. Let's see.... well when my parents went away it was def. an AWESOME time! Thurs. night aaron and caitlin stayed over... we stayed up till like 4 a.m. then me and cat had to get up at 6 for school. BUT we got to see Aaron drunk and doing his karate kicks on our front lawn at 2 a.m. then having my bro tell us its time for bed a million times. haha... he was trying to be all "responsible" and shit. Friday after our half day me and cat went shopping in Kittery then headed home. THEN everyone came over... party time! haha Got some sex talks by Aaron and Chris... well it was more like sex advice... but still WICKED funny. Saturday... OH yes... went to my girl Christines graduation party then me,my bro,his gf and aaron tried to go to market square day but by the time we got there all we got to see was them picking up..haha. So then we hit up Hampton Beach, tried to find Aaron a gf but he wouldnt talk to anyone. Then we just came home and watched some movies and shit. Sunday the parents came home...
Then last week I had finals... ya those def. sucked! Oh well at least I AM DONE WITH FINALS FOR MY HIGH SCHOOL CAREER!!!! :-) Wed. after our last 2 finals me, cat and court hit up the beach, cat got a free piece of pizza from the guy selling it... yes shes a $2.25 whore! then cat had to work so me and court went and visited her and on the way in downtown S. Berwick these guys in the car in front of us started waving and they were wicked hot but we had to go seperate ways! haha Then me and court went to the Dippa to visit my girls and get some ice cream... saw my buddy Jay there... talked to him for like half an hour. Headed back to my house to clean my room cuz I got a new bed... ohhh man its big and ohhh so comfy. But court lost her cell phone carger so at like 10 at night the 3 of us went to Wal Mart so she could get another one... then we decided to play with all the toys and we took some pics... ohh man good times!
Nothing too exciting happened after that... Stayed over Jacquies the other night... me her and kristin stayed up till like 4 a.m. watching movies... Miracle is an AWESOME movie.. gotta love hockey! :-) Then last night at like 10 Aaron came over, just watched some tv, then at 11:30 Cat came over so the 3 of us just hung out and watched Get Shorty (good movie) at 2 a.m. we watched futurama and family guy... then at like 3 a.m. Aaron left and we went to bed. Well I think thats all for now... my Caitlin is leaving me tomorrow for 5 weeks :-( so sad. I'm gonna be lost without her!
I cannot wait till July tho... gonna be some GOOD times there! |
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| Hmph! |
[May. 23rd, 2004|10:20 am] |
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| | Learning to Breathe | ] |
Let's see... last weekend was pretty awesome. The rents and the bro went down to Boston for my bros 21st birthday (wow, is he old). So I got outa work about 8 cat came avoer around 8:30 then we went to pick up Cat's HOTTIE, Jameson at work and brought him home... ohhh man funny ass times right there! First we played him the put it in your motuh song and he heard the first 2 beats of the song and said "omg, I love this song, its awesome" yeah we loved him for that comment. Then he started singing the magic stick song and whats your fantasy when those came on. Then hes taking us down these backroads to his house and cat goes "james where EXACTLY ARE you taking us?"... "I swear to god I'm taking u guys to my house" then hes like "hit the frogs, hit the frogs" "I dont see any frogs James" "I drive home this way every night... see there they are, there they are" hahaha wooooooooow, that 18 year old sure is special. Then we rented some movies and I stayed up till 4:30 a.m. watching them, but yeah cat def. fell asleep... haha oh well!
Nothing too exciting happened over the week tho... this weekend was pretty sweet. Friday night worked at the Dippa and got 60 bucks in tips (15 a piece for all of us working). Then Sat. woke up early, did some errands, then went to kerrys to do her hair and makeup for the prom.... she looked SOOOOO pretty! :-) Then steve came to pick her up and they took some photos, they looked adorable! Then I met my bro and I drove down to Massachusetts and met up w/the rents. We took my grammy out to dinner for her 80th birthday and my other grammy came and I picked up my cuz on the way... yeah she was grounded but her mom let her come. Shes such a interesting child... haha love ya rissa. So yeah, that was about it..
2 more weeks till the rents leave for the weekend and the fun BEGINS... my parents are crazy for leaving me and my 21 year old bro home alone for FOUR days!! haha partay at our house.
3 more weeks till school is out!!:-) |
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| Ohhhhhh LORDY |
[May. 2nd, 2004|12:26 am] |
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| | "naughty girl" by Beyonce | ] |
Well lemme see.... havent written in this for quite some time. Vacation was alright at first, mostly just worked. On Thurs. spent the day w/Bri and his mom :-) We went and looked at 2 colleges... neither of them had the type of field I wanna go into, but hey it was fun. Say my buddy Ryan at one of the colleges, crazy kid! Friday night, got outta work at 9:30, that sucked MAJOR ASS... BUT then I met up w/Cat afterwards and we RUSHED over to Dunkin D's to visit her HOTTIE James. haha, funny times there. We got there and didn't see him so we just grabbed some sodas and left, then as we're getting into the car, we realize Cat left her keys inside so we head back inside and who walks out... OH JAMES DOES! haha, so we talked to him for a few mins. then he went back inside so we headed out and as we're driving away he comes back out so Cat does a U-turn and we drive back over then we talked to him for like 10 mins. got him in trouble... haha! So next we headed back to her house, then at like 11 I decided I was hungry so we went to Cumbys and who do I see there but SHAYNAYNAY.... yes, my hottie from the ice arena. haha Then we went back to her house, exchanged gifts... she got me a kick ass t-shirt from Hawaii. Then I headed home...
Today, I went to deb and dukes and got the prices on some jackets, went out for breakfast w/the rents, went to work, got out at like 8 realized I forgot my cell at home, ran home then met Cat at La Festas. Yeah, we have the WORST luck, there were no hotties workin. So we ate some pizza, then headed back to the house she was house sitting at, tried to find out where Jameson (James) was. haha... but sadly we had no luck. Then we decided to go see Mean Girls at 10 o'clock... really good movie. Then I headed home. Yeah, overall vaca was good, glad my girl was home from Hawaii! haha
Well def. cannot wait till next Sat. Me and Cat are gonna chill w/Jameson and Jeff, possibly check out our grand march, yeah we decided to be anti-prom. lol But that should def. be one fun and interesting night. Well I guess thats all for now... :-) |
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| wahooo |
[Apr. 14th, 2004|11:01 am] |
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| | "infatuation" | ] |
This weekend was awesome! haha went out w/my girls on Sat. night, hit up the mall, bought some new clothes, then we decided to go check out the beach, saw some interesting people there, haha, got TONS of food, then headed home. Got lost going through rye tho, DAMMMMMMN there are some NICE houses there. We all picked out our future homes when we become rich and all. haha. but yeah....
Well.... lets see. This week is gonna kick ass cuz we have no school today and no school tomorrow, random but hey I'm not gonna complain. lol Went to a baseball game on Mon. w/kerry at BA.... ohhhhh man, def. some hotties there! Also like every person asked if we were sisters cuz apparently we look alike... weird! But people thought we were hott so its all good. hehe. Well I'm hanging out w/Cat tonight, always a good time there! Gonna hit up La Festas where all the hotties work! Alright, well I'm outta here.... |
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